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Grey Oranges

by Verner Calvin

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1.
Full Hearted 03:16
I’ve been waiting patiently for something since Summer I had my nails trimmed and hair bleached just looking for a stunner Momma says I need to fit in, give in to the mainstream get out of bed and comb my head, just stop these silly daydreams I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted Momma says we’ll go on a walk after I clean the dishes says I shouldn’t worry so much, there’s still plenty of fish yet just wanna be a man for someone, hold her hand and kiss her still daydreaming, daydreaming, daydreaming I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted I feel the rose petals on toes tiptoeing home through the garden put back your key under palm tree, I’m almost free and full hearted
2.
Grey Oranges 03:02
Why can’t I control the thoughts that eat me whole And stop my soul from being sucked away Deep breaths go in like kindling to keep my fire from turning the burning’s not going today I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me Make believe I such pretty rinds orange turning grey just rot away compass in hand idea in head stare at me loud blend with the I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me I’ll be better I I’ll be better I I’ll be better for me
3.
Jordan 03:35
Jordan kept a braid behind his ear that went down to his shoulder he’s got a set of keys hanging from a belt loop it’s been a couple years since we’ve spoken know we’re older, and I’m broken, just wish you’d keep me in the loop This feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you this feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you Back when things were simple we’d stay up late torturing all the neighbors singing in the stairwell with our friends cram into the bathroom to lay down a take that you can get down to with some natural reverb, reverb, reverb This feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you this feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you this feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you this feeling comes around sometimes and I wonder about you a battle plays out in my mind, should I message you
4.
Beauty Queen 04:28
Tiptoed past a beauty queen like a dog on the catwalk you bit your nails till they started to really bleed taste the blood when you talk Every time I look in the mirror it’s a shitty movie I think that’s why I feel so alone. I don’t wanna sit next to me. but you’re staring up at me and I’m losing sympathy What if I really need you, and you really need me too? Am I out of patience for you? Can’t stop hitting snooze. I think I really need you. Don’t know if you need me too. But why would anyone like me, I’m a Monday morning. What if I really need you, and you really need me too? What if I really need you, and you really need me too? but you’re staring up at me and I’m losing sympathy but you’re staring up at me and I’m losing sympathy but you’re staring up at me and I’m losing sympathy
5.
I would tell you everything that you want to know if you can wait I know you think that time is a weapon but it keeps us safe you always have your mouth shut and your head low in a gentle way recently I’ve been feeling like I have something, something to say I would raise my voice to you, tell you how beautiful you are I would raise my voice to you, tell you that you’re my star I would raise my voice to show you who you really are then I won’t raise my voice no more Keep your hands tucked in your pockets as you walk the streets elbows pressed tight against your sides as you watch your feet and i know you say it’s who you are, you’re marching to your own drum beat but I have to stop you and lift your chin, say please hear me I would raise my voice to you, tell you how beautiful you are I would raise my voice to you, tell you that you’re my star I would raise my voice to show you who you really are then I won’t raise my voice no more
6.
I breathe into my back Exhale till it cracks Moving through my veins Every night’s the same I can’t top this now I can’t top this Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention And I will wait for you and I will wait for you and I will wait for you and I will wait for you I can’t top this now I can’t top this Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention Real attention

about

Grey Oranges (EP) was recorded while I was living at a recording studio/performing arts space in Taichung, Taiwan.

The school was busy during the days with art classes, yoga classes, singing classes, and band practices. I worked in the evenings teaching English to kids in the countryside, and didn't get home until late.

Almost every song was recorded between 11pm and 5am with just the cat for company. The songs on Grey Oranges skew pretty dark, and I think that has a lot to do with the state of the world when they were recorded, the late evening sessions, and my mental state.

Thanks to everyone who contributed to the album or making it possible:
Anna Peen
Andrew Goldring
Phil Bova
小兔

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released October 25, 2022

Guitars, Synths, Vocals - Calvin Jordan
Drums, Bass, Synths - Andrew Goldring
Vocals - Anna Peen

Mixed by Andrew Goldring
Mastered by Phil Bova

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Verner Calvin Fort Collins, Colorado

Verner Calvin is an American songwriter based in Colorado/Taiwan.

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